Tuesday, June 5, 2007

It's been a while

yeah!!! it's been awhile. how to describe the last 3 weeks? awesome. just wonderful time with her. i always melt when she looks at me or probably the other way around? :)

closer each day. closer and closer.

what matters.....

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

Tuesday, May 8, 2007

Lunch

I brought some food for Minnie today. I dont know if she liked it but the way I see it, she likes it in 7 out of 10.

Again, as stylish she is, different look everyday and today she is just so awesome. But the best thing about her today and maybe most of the time is the way she smells. It's very distinct. It's not perfume nor cologne. it's something else. just spell-binding. i'm always mesmerized :)

I missed you yesterday.

Mickey.

Monday, April 30, 2007

He was here

Monday, you were different. A little off from your usual self. You had that pinkish blouse. A sub-par Minnie on a Monday morning. I told O that you are different that day. Something is not right and you're not telling me. Don't worry. I knew.

Tuesday, again, you are somehow lost. Why don't you tell me? I would understand and frankly, I don't care if he's here or not. Just don't act like a stranger.

Wednesday, for the 3rd day, you are not the same Minnie. You dress differently - a little plain and off in your standards. You look that you just came out of your bed. You don't wear the same scent. Not bad but different. We had some good moments. I knew what is happening from your body language, your words and movements.

Thursday, I knew it. I hope you enjoyed your day.

Friday, I missed you more than anything else. Kept it within me but it's cool. :(

Sigh.....Mickey

Thursday, April 26, 2007

I miss you today

I know why you are out today. I really know.

Mickey :"((

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Passenger Seat again :)

This time, I'm on the passenger side. She's driving. It's a very good day. Every minute with her is really something. I wish I can tell her....

Mickey

Good Morning Minnie

You still look sleepy :) I still love you even you look like that :) Still pretty and charming. I'll post her picture later :)

Mickey

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Moments with you again

I feel like you're different this week. More distant. Cold. Well, that was until 5pm. I know you didn't realize it but for me, when we were checking the conferences, that was priceless moment for me. You always seem to amaze me whatever you do.

Just so you know, I love the black pants you are wearing today. Breath taking :)

Mickey

Monday, April 23, 2007

April 19 Blog

For some reason, I cannot login to this blog. Anyway, today she wore that orange/brownish dress. She looked lovely as always. I cannot see myself enduring this for a long time. I wanted to tell her but I cannot. It seems being superfriends is better now. Sigh...

Mickey

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Her Warmth

Been very productive today working on the domain name, website and email system of my future company. I'm excited about it.

I got her warm blanket again in my back. For some reason, this blanket somehow possesses magical powers. I feel her warmth. I feel Minnie's bod is all over me. How i wish :)

Mickey dreaming again:)

McDonalds Lunch

We had an enjoyable McDonalds lunch today. She treated me for a burger and fries. Today was a really good treat from her as we shared the french fries together :)

When can this stop? Everytime I see her, she just takes my breath away and somehow, I always skip a heartbeat :) So close and yet so unreachable :(

Mickey

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

101 Things I want to do before I get very old :)

This is an unofficial list :) A magazine article inspired me to do this. Some are impossible things. Some are possible. Not in proper order but the last one is :)
  1. Buy me the most wicked computer system
  2. Go back again to Manila and the relive the glory days for 1 week
  3. Visit Thailand, Vietnam, Hongkong, Korea and Japan
  4. Just a weekend with her will do
  5. Get a tattoo in my arm
  6. Go for a week-long luxury cruise in the Caribbean
  7. Buy me a nice toy car - Lexus, Mini or a Solstice - I'm good with fun cars
  8. Buy me a big motorbike but not kill myself from driving too fast
  9. Visit Europe - UK, France, Belgium, Austria, Germany, Italy, Switzerland and Holland
  10. Buy me a small boat and do some rowing once in a while
  11. Maintain my weight under 160lbs and my height :)
  12. Visit Mexico
  13. Go skiing in Colorado or Canada
  14. Visit Brazil
  15. Drive from Texas to California to New York to Florida and back to Texas
  16. Get my kids to a decent university
  17. Be a Manager before I get to 38
  18. Be a Director before I get to 43
  19. Be a Vice President of a company when I get to 50
  20. Save $500,000 when I am 55 years old and $1,000,000 before my retirement
  21. Spend a week in Vegas with my Friends with $5000 in my pocket
  22. Drive an ATV in the Nevada Desert
  23. My Home Audio/Video Setup when I'm 40yrs old - 3000 lumens HD Projector, all JBL sound system, Multi-dicd DVD-HD changer and a bar in my media room
  24. Bring my kids to Europe and Asia
  25. Spend my life with Minnie and grow old with her (see #3 if not possible)

To be continued.....

Today is a not a very good day

We didn't take lunch today. She left early for some wedding shopping :( Too bad. I'm fine. We had tea together and she dropped by my cubicle. I will miss her again. At least, I had a quick glance on her sexy upper lip :) Hehehehe

About to go too. i just studied all day. I wish I can do another certification in the next 2 months. It's too much studying again but it would help me greatly in my career

Mickey :(

Minnie-less Lunch

The streak has been broken :( but it's ok. She's been very busy and had some sushi to-go from Blue Fish from last night. It's raining and the food downstairs is not good so I settled with Egg Salad Sandwich. It's not that bad.

I feel very cold and somehow don't feel so good. I wonder why.....Maybe it's the weather.

Mickey

Another Green Tea

Minnie invited me for another round of Green Tea. That's what is missing from me today. I've been wondering what is it and this is it. Of course, Minnie is the the biggest reason why I'm here. I just dodged 3 potential opportunities in Dallas, Irving and Addison. I opted to stay for a while with her.The Addison opportunity is so positive but the money is not that high considering I will have 20 more driving minutes needed. They don't pose enough reason for me to move, at least not yet :)

Thank you, Minnie. The green tea with the honey is really good. You always make my day.

Mickey

Monday, April 16, 2007

I just love looking at your candid shot :)

Minnie


Here's the sweet Minnie :) I stole this one :)

Mickey

Green Tea with Honey

Why am I like this? I'm like a crazy fool. Feeling highschool everytime. I'm enjoying her green tea with honey so much. Every minute with her is like a minute in heaven :)

Mickey

Her Upper lip

I stared on her upper lip for at least 15 times. It is very sexy but for some reason, she doesn't like it. It was fun for a moment but it seems I lost her digital camera. I feel so bad right now. She could have gotten it but I think I really lost it :(

Mickey

Lunching again with her

Another fine day even I feel so bad. We had sushi and she has this Ahi Tower which is so yummy. It was worth every dollar and the time going there with her.

Something so good but unattainable.

Mickey

Monday Morning

I woke up with a big headache. Didn't sleep much and my weekend was so busy. I thought of not going to work but I will miss Minnie. Before, I would easily decide to stay home and sleep for the day but now, just the thought of missing her is such a loss.

I jumped out of the bed and did my usual routine. She was my energy for today. I didn't have anything but she motivated me. I would never trade my sleep for a day with her at work. I will miss her so much. I will miss you so much.

At work, as usual, she dropped by my cube and when I saw her, she is a jaw dropper. I can't believe my eyes ... again. She always takes my breath away. I feel so highschool again. Do you remember that feeling when you want someone and meet her? It's terrifying but so exciting.

Where were you when I was.....

Mickey

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Continued.....

Decided to go for a quick and easy meal, pizza and deep dried wings :) It was good. Violet really enjoyed her wings while pink and blue feasted on the pepperoni pizza.

Going back to the story, we were inside the store looking for some clothes. That moment was really nice. She was picking clothes for them and me, just watching and observing her. It was really nice. For 15 minutes, she pick some really nice ones and the next thing I remembered, sound of hail hitting the roof of the store. My shopping date and potentially my dinner date is looming to be canceled. We ran off to the door to check it out and yes, golf-ball-sized hail storming down. She called up a friend and gave her more bad news, a tornado watch!

She asked me if she can go, I have no choice but to let her go. I watched her walk away and drive her car. She gave me a quick glimpse and waved goodbye. It was more sad than frightening. I never saw hail in my life before this but I never thought about it. My mind was more into her. I was so sad to see her go and let my Friday night date go busted. It's ok. There could be another time. This night wasn't meant to be. We've lost a lot of time trying to find each other. One lost Friday is no big deal.

Have a great and safe weekend. Just always wondering what are you doing, where you are and just missing you.

Mickey

Shopping with Minnie

Friday 530pm. We're about to do some shopping. I was pretty excited to be with her on a Friday night. Unfortunately, someone saw us driving on separate cars heading towards north of MacArthur. No biggie there.

Inside the store, I waited for her while I look for some cologne. I need a small one after workout. Something cool and easy after a workout. CoolWater again.

Then I though of getting something for the weekend. Something light and fruity. Alfred Sung's cologne is the perfect choice. My weekday cologne that Minnie suggested is on its way - Lacoste Essential. I'm excited for it.

Then I heard her utter some words while I was looking for the perfect Nike Goggles. I never thought Nike would challenge Speedo in this market. Anyway, she was there in my back. Looking stunning again. As if I haven't seen her few minutes earlier. To be continued...... Need to cook lunch. Pasta? Rice with grilled pork chop? Or mixed vegetable with shrimp and oysters? Hmmmm. BRB

Mickey

Friday, April 13, 2007

Em Nhin Dep

I hope you got that right :) You always do. You manage to turn nothing to gold. Thanks for the orange juice. The short trip downstairs was enough to complete my day :) I will miss you again over the weekend.

Glad I've met you. Just unfortunately, too late.

Mickey

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Our Interesting IM for today

Minnie r u still sleepy after the food intake?
Minnie wat are you doing?
Mickey ahhh. just spoke to gary. yeah im sleepy
Mickey and emailing some friends
Minnie really.....how is he
Mickey good, we had drinks last night
Minnie oh ,,,did yall?
Mickey at champs
Minnie cool
Mickey we were about to call you but it was like 730
Mickey and probably sleeping :)
Mickey he'll probably invite u to apply very soon
Mickey :( but that;s ok
Minnie no not sleeping.....
Minnie hehehe
Mickey he told me that there are several IT manager positions open but i need more months here
Mickey may not look good in my resume
Minnie let's see...i was actually still in this area....I went drop off the dry cleaners
Minnie and then went to TJ MAXX
Mickey hahhaha
Minnie and Target
Mickey shopping
Mickey it was just he was passing by and I called him
Minnie nah..it's fine....
Mickey i got some package in farmers branch
Mickey and i wanted to sit down and drink something
Mickey i was suppose to call u
Mickey but u will just not let me drink wine/beer
Minnie hehee...nah it's good
Mickey isnt it? u would nt let me drink
Mickey
Minnie no
Minnie why you say that?
Mickey i should have gone with you to tj maxx
Mickey i want shopping
Mickey next time tell me
Minnie I wasn't planning...
Minnie I wanted to drop by and see if there were any windpants for charlie
Mickey i wanted to buy some lighter shade of shirt
Minnie I usually do the shopping for him
Mickey windpants? oh the one for gym stuff?
Mickey lucky guy
Mickey u know from now on
Mickey i wont call him charlie
Mickey ill call him jackie
Mickey :)
Minnie and he needs some since he dirty or ripped a lot of the othersthat I got him since he's working at renavating the gorcery store that his sister has
Mickey i wish someone will do some shopping for me
Minnie no windpant
Mickey ok
Minnie you still dont know the diff do you?
Minnie hehehe
Mickey no
Mickey i dont know
Minnie not jogging pants...windpants...the vinly ones
Mickey windpants?
Mickey yeah
Mickey i have that
Minnie that makes all those noise when you walk
Mickey and the cotton is called?
Mickey yeah
Minnie those pants are called windpants
Mickey cotton gym pants is caled
Mickey are called?
Minnie the cotton are called jogging/workout pants
Minnie or gym pants I guess too
Minnie :O)
Mickey ok ok
Mickey gotcha
Mickey now i need windpants
Mickey 2 of them
Mickey i only have 2
Mickey and i always run out
Mickey and have to wash them again
Mickey at night
Minnie charlie wanted the kind that you can convert to long shorts
Mickey are there any good in tx?
Mickey hahahaha
Mickey long shorts?
Mickey like michael jordan shorts?
Minnie I've been looking for those for him....so when he gets hot he just unzipped the bottom off
Mickey oh ok
Mickey i think i know those
Mickey i need 2 of them when will u do shopping for me?
Mickey lol
Mickey JK
Minnie i bought him that one or two but he wants those and I haven't found any of those around here....
Mickey oh...i found some in neiman marcus in grapevine but they're still pricey right now
Mickey i think it's because it's spring and everyones's buying one
Minnie shopping for you?....how about when you become rich....I can be your fashion consultant...I wouln't have to work anymore except do wat i like best...SHOP :O)
Minnie PRICEY!
Minnie how much are you paying for windpants?
Mickey if i get so rich
Minnie MAX for me is $20-$25
Mickey we will make our own fashion line
Mickey u will be the chief stylist
Mickey :)
Mickey but before that
Minnie hehehe
Mickey we will blow a lot of money partying
Mickey 20-25 is good price
Minnie yeah sometimes i get them for $10-15
Mickey burlingtin factory has som but the brands are not popular
Minnie for charlie...
Minnie gap sometimes have cute ones that go on sale....you wait for the sale :)
Minnie or nike....
Mickey Gaps are really nice. i have several pants from gap and their style doesnt go out of style
Mickey and they look sturdy too
Mickey probably i dont wear them out
Minnie but the ones I got charlie...all the ones from Gap is wat i like...
Mickey jackie easily can wear them out because he works on the store which is usually strains his pants easily
Minnie you mean charlie?
Mickey yeah
Minnie hehe
Mickey oh sorry
Minnie yeah he's torn some....
Minnie he use to only wear joggin pants....and kackie
Minnie kackies
Minnie I got him into windpants and slowly he's wearing jeans...
Mickey ia's jeans are all torn up because she is so active
Mickey windpants are really not very sturdy
Minnie only bc his sisters got him some really expensive jeans
Mickey khackis too
Mickey jackie is really lucky
Mickey everyone is buying him stuff
Mickey even his sister
Minnie well he's close to his sisters
Mickey i never remember my sister buying me stuff
Minnie the younger ones
Minnie really
Mickey im also close to my sister
Minnie I always shop for my brothers too
Minnie windpants....jeans. slacks
Mickey i should be your brother :)
Minnie shirts...
Mickey but im your super firned isnt it?
Mickey u should buy me too
Mickey i will always wear it
Minnie the one that got married...I always buy him things when i see something...
Mickey promise
Mickey :)
Mickey well here's my specs
Mickey for pants
Minnie he doesn't do much shopping bc he's always working so my sister and i do the shopping for him
Mickey 32waist and 30 length
Mickey for shirts - medium
Minnie but now he's married we said it was his wife's time to take over
Minnie heheh
Mickey polo - small-medium
Mickey windpants - small
Mickey hmmm shoes 8.5 on tennis shoes
Mickey amd 9 on leather shoes
Minnie hehehe
Mickey and i like belts
Mickey watches, caps and sunglasses
Mickey LOl
Mickey now u know
Minnie LOL
Mickey and i like eating
Mickey a lot
Minnie too much to remember...having to remember 5 of my brothers is already difficult...
Mickey not so much alcohol nowadays
Mickey im giving up soon on it
Mickey hahahaha
Mickey ok i will email u the listing
Minnie each time i buy them something sometimes i don't remember their size and have to call them up
Mickey btw i ordered the lacoste essential
Mickey u said it smells good and lighter
Minnie too rich for my blood@
Mickey why too rich?
Minnie hehehe
Minnie lacoste brands
Minnie u buy those?
Minnie a lot of my friends buy that brand
Minnie the polos
Minnie from there
Mickey oh yeah
Minnie okay...ttyl;..going back to stufy
Mickey they are expensive
Minnie dont you hav a meetin
Mickey but they last a long time
Mickey i have 430
Minnie oh....
Mickey i am prep already
Mickey k boss
Mickey i was telling you about the cologne you said smells good and light. i ordered online and saved $20 from retail :)
Minnie yea how much?
Minnie ic
Mickey $42 for the tester version
Minnie not bad
Mickey 62 is the retail
Minnie how big is that?
Mickey 4.2 oz
Mickey the biggest
Minnie oh ..pl
Minnie ok
Mickey i hope i can get some chicks on that
Mickey if not
Mickey it's your fault
Mickey LOL
Minnie watever
Mickey jk

Just STUNNING

Today, she is wearing this light brown blouse. Very classic and sexy. she doesn't wear heavy perfume but I can smell her 30 feet away from me. Her scent is just so distinct.

The red shoes are fantastic too :)

Mickey

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Shift from 3rd person to 2nd person

As I read my previous posts, I noticed I shifted from writing in 3rd person to 2nd person. I don't foresee a chance for you to read these postings. At least not very soon.

I wish you good evening, good night, sweet dreams and please don't dream of me :) LOL

Mickey

My Song for you when we're driving (I know it's always been a short drive)

Stephen Speaks - Passenger Seat


I look at her and have to smile
As we go driving for a while
Looking nowhere in the open window of my car
And as we go the traffic lights
Watch them glimmer in her eyes
In the darkness of the evening

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

We stop to get something to drink
My mind pounds and I can't think
Scared to death to say i love her
Then a moon peeks from the clouds
Hear my heart that beats so loud
Try to tell her simply

That I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

Oh and I know this love grow

Oh I've got all the I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat
Oh and I can't keep my eyes on the road
Knowing that she's inches from me

And I've got all that I need
Right here in the passenger seat

Gary's Inviting

I would love to go but I want to be around her. Well, I might go. I will go. I will see her again tomorrow.

Mickey

More IMs

We've been chatting on where to eat. She doesn't get it. I can eat anywhere as long as I'm with her. Whether in McDonald's, in Wendy's, in The Summit, in Ali Baba. Where and when is not an issue when she's around. I hope she gets it one of these days :)

Mickey

Lunch

I would have wanted to eat outside but she chose to eat at the 2nd floor. I felt she wanted to go outside but I never insisted. I should have.

It was an ok lunch but I would have wanted to eat somewhere together and talk to her. At least, I spent the short time with her. It was still a good time.

I really need to stop looking at her. The more I look, the more I am falling. She's just so lovely.

Mickey

Ignore her

I spent the morning drive daydreaming of her. It was a good drive even with the slow traffic. Listened to Carole King and Hall&Oates all the way and refrained from listening to Mike&Mike - at least today.

I'll try to ignore her this morning for several reasons:
1. She's very busy on her powerpoint stuff and CIA study
2. I need to read my book
3. I'm overly exposed to her :)

Mickey

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

C U tomorrow

I know no one will ever read this blog ever so I guess I can write anything :) have to go home and fix my media room. I will miss you.

I guess your shirt has something to do with my blog. GREEN!

Mickey

Making fun of her :)

I sneaked into her cube and surprised her! :) I was watching her for few seconds and scared her :) Headache is killing me.

Mickey

Pool and Ice Creams

Last Monday, we played pool and had dinner at Cool River while waiting for my Dad's arrival. She didn't know it but that time was probably the best time I've ever had in many years. There was nothing special but everything feels so special. For that entire evening, she was the only one in my mind. Until now.

Last Thursday, suddenly I had some craving for Ice Cream. Could be disastrous for me but nonetheless, I had one with her. The ice cream was very good but what's best was the time we spent together there. It was only for an hour and I enjoyed it immensely.

Mickey

Her Eyes

She called me asking for some help on Powerpoint. I stood beside her looking at her eyes and face for a moment. Sigh.....

Where was she when I was falling? So precious. So near and yet so unreachable.

I can't figure her out. She's very mysterious.

Mickey

The Blanket

A couple of weeks ago, she was out. It was a Tuesday. I was at work and missing her. Feeling cold and empty. Went to her desk and tried to find some solace there. I got her dark blue blanket. It has her scent and more so, it has her warmth. That day, she was all over me. Kept me warm all day.

She was 500 miles from me. Maybe she was with Charlie. But it's ok. I was with her that day. I was at piece for a day.

Mickey

Green Shirt

I've seen her wear fancy clothes all the time. Just everything she puts in her body is deliriously gorgeous. I've never seen her dress down but today and still, she got style and glamor.

The green shirt, so simple and yet so stunning on her shoulders.

Last week, she wore this violet shirt. Nothing fancy. The she coupled this with a violet scarf around her neck. I can still picture her in my mind. Simply sexy and classy.

Charlie is so lucky. He got a girl like her. Stunning in every way as well as the nicest person I've ever met in my life.

Mickey

Mickey'sRandomthoughts is born today!

Mickey'sRandomthoughts is born today!

I'm so excited with this thing. I've been planning this for quite sometime now but can't seem to find the right time to do it. I can't share my thoughts to any of my friends and so, I decided to write it. It's the week after easter and it's been 3 months of waiting and holding off this mini project. At last, it's ready and out. I do hope, she would stumble on this but it is very unlikely.

To summarize the last 3 months: I've been very happy with my current work because she is always around. She's probably one big reason I am here. She's been my strength in my life's turbulence, she's the hope in my darkest days and the love in my bitterness. She was there when I needed someone to talk to. She was there when I needed help. She was there when I needed someone to carry the weight on my shoulders. She doesn't know it but she does all those magic. I just hope she will always be there for me for a very long time. I hope.

There have been many times I spent with her that I cannot fathom the love within me. She doesn't know it but I am with her all the time. That's why the name randomthoughtsforanh came upon me. This is all for her.

I think I'm a dear friend for her. She is a very dear friend. I believe she is more than a friend to me but I will make it like that for now. Maybe forever.

Knowing her is already a gift. I am so happy I've known her. This is all for now.

Mickey